Well, I will get much more into this subject later, but I spent the past few days in a rehab center near my house. The first few days were awful. Actually, the whole thing was pretty much awful until last night. And then suddenly, everything came together. I realized that I am not as unlikable as I like to think that I am. I'm begging to accept that just because one person might not want to be with me, that doesn't mean that my world is doomed.
I have a faith and a confidence that I haven't felt in years, or maybe ever in my life. I know that I can make things better for myself, and I know that it will be hard, and I will have to be patient. I had trouble with patience before, because you can't really be patient for something to happen if you don't even believe that it has a possibility of happening. Now, I feel much different.
I will go much deeper into this after I get some rest. I feel refreshed in a way. And it wasn't from being there, really, but more from the people that I met. More details after a nice nap!
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